"Light is only one side of a coin, a coin that can not be a coin if it only has one side.

You must not forsaken your shadow, for it was the one that was always there. While you walk in the light, it is there. following, ever loyal. As you grow weaker in the light, your shadow is more than willing to help you. Always remember, you are never alone, your shadow will always wait for you.

The light will be there also, if you choose to favour the shadow. It's warms this keep you sane, and balance your emotions just so. With it, you will feel love and channel it to your family and friends. To heal, that is what it is for.To guide you, that is it's duty.

To balance...is nearly impossible. but if you rationalize with both sides, you can achieve what ever your heart desires. your closest friend will fight for you; be there for you, and the light will guide you."

Valeddara Shadowwell

The above is a saying that my adoptive Mother would tell me. I was told it is not bad to want power, to wish for more than just...light. She warned without shadow, you would be powerless, and even lose the light. There can not only be light, and there can not only be darkness. there must be a ratio.

So I took that soliloquy into consideration and tried to balance myself between the powerful Shadow, and the ever-giving light. the result was a powerful mix between the two, but it is ripping me apart.

You can not have a balance, one side wants more, and in this case: It's the darkness. The light isn't strong enough to fight for itself, and the shadow is (frankly) kicking it's ass.

My Mother did warn me not to choose but I must have one side with more power, and that one...no I will keep fighting for her, for the Horde.

For the Grin.